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Heart beating slow
Breathing very shallow
Eyes are glossy over
As they slowly began to close

Angst filling me up
Lies don’t stay in the dark
Your view of me is breaking me apart
Disappointed

I just wanted to numb myself
Stare off in a daze
Smiling softly to myself
Yet you know

Lie to myself
But not you though
Pleading for forgiveness
Time to be honest with ourselves

You still stand by me
Always been a bit much
I can’t blame you
I did this to myself

Waiting
While you’re contemplating your options
Asking yourself
Is all this worth it?

It’s just a temporary setback
I believe in myself
Don’t go just yet
Your love and support is the only thing that has kept me intact

Tried to hide my weakness
Sadness falling through it’s cracks
Trying to pick up the pieces
Our love is special
Let’s hold on to that.

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